Tonight, My Feet Hurt

•May 29, 2012 • Leave a Comment
 
Tonight, my feet hurt.
But my heart hurts more.
And a lot of things rush through my mind
 
I wish you knew that I’d love to take photos of us together
How I’d want to squeeze your hand, when you squeeze mine.
How I always feel warm when I lean on your shoulder
How I’d love to run with you, and laugh, and make people stare
 
I wish you knew how just walking beside you gives me chills
How looking at you makes my heart skip a beat, always.
How just sitting beside you makes me believe in love again.
 
And I wish you knew how badly I want you in my life
But tonight, my feet hurt.
And my heart hurts more. 
 
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Deciphering Why

•May 27, 2012 • Leave a Comment
 
 
It could be that I love you for you make me feel
Like I have waited forever for you
Or maybe I love you because you came when I wasn’t expecting
And just like that, you stole my heart away.
 
Or it could be that I love you for the way you make me smile,
And the way you make me laugh, like I have not done so in years.
Or it could be that I love you for the times you make me sad,
For the times you make me cry, that I would feel my heart breaking,
Then you’d smile, and just like that, you’d easily make it whole.
 
Or it could be that I love you for the way you act so silly
The way you dance like a crazy man, coz you are a crazy man
Or that I love you for the way you sing songs with me, or hum your crazy tunes
And just like that, you’d make me laugh so hard I thought I’d die.
 
Or that I love you for the way your eyes stare at me
Or for the way you hold me close, whispering that you would not want to let go.
Maybe I love you for what we have now, whatever this is;
And then I know, maybe, just maybe, I am loving you a li’l bit more.
 
 

Of Questions and Waiting

•May 17, 2012 • Leave a Comment
 
Sometimes, I’d like to ask you tons of questions. 
But I have decided to stop, not just because i know you wont give me answers 
but because, I know the answers, to begin with; and it scares the crap out of me. 
 
So I will just stay still, and wait. Wait til you figure things out, 
til you make up you mind, til you decide to do something about it. 
As for me, I will wait.I will wait is stillness, in patience and in love. 
Not because I am hoping that this will turn out great for the both of us
But I am hoping that this will turn out to be what God wants it to be. 
And I keep you in my prayers every night, 
and in little moments…just like now. 
 
 

•March 19, 2012 • Leave a Comment

And no. I wasn’t expecting anything.

But you were there. You came up and said “Hi.”

And we talked, you know, the usual short conversations.

But just so you know, it made me smile.

Enigma

•March 7, 2012 • Leave a Comment

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So it went totally out of my control. It was that spur of the moment when I didn’t use my head. It just went like so, as if it’s something I caged for ages. Or maybe my heart was already so in rage that it knocked my brain off. 

 

Because I saw you today.

•February 19, 2012 • Leave a Comment

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I saw you today. I didn’t even have the guts to walk to you, to smile and say hello.

For the longest time, I have fought whatever this is that I have for you. I have kept it and asked myself to stop because no matter how I wrap my mind around it, I can never find a way to make it work. I have been, for the longest time, afraid to offer this to God –to offer you to the Lord, because I am afraid that He will not grant my plea. But I believe I need to offer you to the Lord this time because I love the Lord more than I love you. And I am hoping that in loving Him, He’d allow me to love you in the best way I can, in accordance to His plans.

Hello hello.

•May 22, 2011 • Leave a Comment

First entry. I really don’t have anything to say yet. 😐